There were moments in life when I didn't know who I was created to be, which led me to a place of undeveloped purpose. Because my voice was silenced by molestation and rape, it caused me to have a hole of darkness looking to understand my purpose. In dealing with the hardships in life, I carried so much weight in the past that it made me feel that I was lost in life. Then I was given the tools of how to actively operate as an overcomer.
Once I came to a place of walking in forgiveness the weights began to detach from me. I attained the understanding and knowledge of how much God absolutely loved me through Christ by the leading of the Holy Spirit. As a result, my relationship began to deepen. The more I opened my heart to God, the more freedom was released unto me in so many ways I couldn't explain in words -- the love I felt from within.
As freedom was released to me in the process of transformation, I began to embark upon the journey of inner healing. Inner healing meant that what others said or thought concerning me, was none of my business. I had to understand that God had given me the authority to open my mouth and speak to women that encountered some of the same things I've endured. When I am encouraging others, it helps me to heal even more. I can see where God has brought me, and I am excited about where He is taking my future. I am so excited to see the future me and the growth I have undergone will be worth the process.